Rush.
in 2 weeks i will have exactly one year of sobriety. i cant believe i have made it this far. it seems like yesterday i was sitting in my bathroom with a needle hanging out of my arm hoping i would stop breathing. I’m so glad that i never did, because life is so much better. Before i couldn’t imagine life without getting high. It was my life. I craved it, stole for it, i was nothing but a liar and a junkie. But thats not who i am, today i see who i am. And it was never worth running away from. People ask me if i regret alot or ashamed of my past, how can i be? it has made me who i am. Therefore i am stronger, wiser and much more grateful. Ive been at the bottom, ive been homeless, ive been broke, ive been in a hospital bed for overdoses, ive been kicked out, blacked out, and broken. I understand. it hurts but life is beautiful once you get through all the rough shit. Once i realized i am the maker of my bad luck, life got better. I’m so grateful today, own place, manager at a bad ass coffee shop, great friends and most of all a genuine smile.
“The 2012 event is not a joke — it is a very real ‘event horizon’ that we will be crossing, whether we are ready or not.
We continue to get people freaking out about whether they will ‘make it’ to fourth-density Earth (the level Earth is now moving into) or not. It’s been said in the Law of One…
(Source: nirvikalpa, via geminigypsy-)
